I wait to find out if I have a job. I wait to find out if I can stay in my apartment. I wait to find out my future.
Tomorrow they will tell me if I landed the job at the mall or not. I want to be a writer, but I need money. Thus far, none of my attempts at finding a job have been sucessful. I pretty much have one week to start working. If I get the job, I start on Saturday. If I don’t, I plan what is next.
If I get the job, things are still complicated because I have no money, and no where to move. My landlord has gone MIA and I cant figure out if I can stay here for a couple of weeks. If I get the job, I am stopping by her house tomorrow, so she cant hide from me any more. But staying here does not seem like a truly viable option: the woman is too sketchy. If I get the job, how do I move? Where do I go, where do I live? I don’t want any more loans.
If I dont get the job my options are as follows. Live with my friend whose stays like 45 minuets from here, that way I can still go down to Miami and search for jobs. But that option is only good for like a week or so. I could go to ATL to see my grandparents, then go back home to live with my parents. What would I do for money? Well, I’d have to get a job there and then I would be stuck. How would I move back to Miami? How would I break the news to my boyfriend? Even if I go for a month or two. That is too long. Say I sprinkle applications everywhere. Then leave town for two weeks. Come back and stay with my friend for a week or so. That buys me the three (maybe four) weeks that I need.
not sure. signing off for now